Tuesday, June 13, 2006

shizzle

So what do I say. I did this and this and this today, nothing's gone wrong, everything is right, everything is just peaches. cotton candy scenery. my life is easy, live, work, play. my family loves me and i've got good friends. great friends. might even try to get into school. nothing could be wrong, it would be wrong to feel as though anything's wrong. i'm writing music. it's what i do.

but you don't belong here
you don't belong here
you belong in the past

i'm still feeding those feelings
feeding those feelings
trying to make you last

can't stop shaking i'm
doing the wrong thing
i am turning back

i don't want to die like this i
want the sunlight back


so i guess some things never change. i guess i never learn. guess i'm not very strong. how is this supposed to be my last time here, i can't even give you up, and honestly, life seems a more intense addiction.

pathetic.

and everything's empty like me empty like me empty like me

still wrestling the demons of doubt, just like always, do you understand why i barely write anymore? it's just the same shit, circling round and round and i am it's captivee. how boring.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Aerosmith-"Same old Song and Dance" seems to sure sum it up for u today eh?
I don't know about that song lyric u gots there. sounds a little depressive for there not being anything to be depressive about. with things looking on the up side, the only thing that should be depressing is knowing that things are going to have to sooner or later come down. Is this a reason to write a depression glorified song? i think not, the same loop of life is normal to I, so I don't get bothered as much these days.

I find if things are looking good for the time being, suck it up and gleam in the glory, then when u have the steady decline downwards, u know u lived it up and didn't waste the moment.

well i gtg bathroom calls *hears a plunger trumpet of royalness* aaa my throne awaits!