fucked

My life is so fucked, but I can't get into it here. Really, I don't know what the fuck to do. It's bad. It's really bad. This time I'm not just being overdramatic....and it's not me. I've got a lot of shit on my plate, sure, but it's not me I'm terrified about.

But I can't get into it.

Time for a smooth topic change.

There goes my hero, watch him as he goes....

I shouldn't feel bad about not feeling bad about meeting a new guy. It's my life. I hate the fact that my decisions can hurt others. But I can't just...not do these things because I feel guilty. Right?

Gotta go.